“I’m a guy of 25yrs old and a security personnel. I have a twin sister who’s a nurse. The issue started in 2015 when she came back from school for vacation. I decided also to book for a pass to spend some time with the family…usually both of us share the same room but separate beds.
One day I mistakenly saw her naked and I couldn’t control myself. It was. I was a weird feeling so I stood there for sometime but I couldn’t look away. I approached her and started kissing her, she struggled with me but I forced myself on her and broke her virginity (I raped her).
Now the issue is, since that day I have developed a weird feelings for her. I’m being over protective of her, I get jealous when I see her just talking to a guy.
I call her morning, noon and night. I think I have fallen in love with my sister. I can’t date anyone else and she can’t also be with another guy. I have had sex with her up till now (5 years now).
On mothers day, I visited the family and I tried sleeping with her but she broke into tears and knelt down to beg me to stop it, and broke my heart. I felt guilty, depressed and broken.
I need help, I can’t trust anyone with this issue. How could I do this to my own twin sister. This is the gravest sin I have committed. I pray God forgives me.”
Marriage Chronicles: What you did was an incest and abomination. It’s morally and spiritually wrong. Most cultural and religiously beliefs don’t permit blood relations sexual affairs. So you really erred.
However, you don’t have to commit more blunders over a spilled milk. The deed has been done, and thankfully you have realized what you did was wrong.
Forgive yourself and ask God for forgiveness. God will definitely forgive your sin no matter how dark it is. Make sure you don’t indulge in any extra marital affair again. Concentrate your job and your future. Stay as far as you can be from your sister until you totally get over your ill feelings for her.
Let this be between you and your sister. Don’t tell anyone about it so you don’t get demoralized and stigmatized. Good Luck!